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I went to church today...

Posted by kRaZyAzN - August 3rd, 2008


Today I went to a chinese christian church for the first time in years. The reason being, is that I am an aetheist and don't believe in another particular religion.

So some chinese people borrow the church from the other people that use it, and they have their own session at around 2 o'clock. Thus, everyone there is chinese.

As luck would have it, all the other people that were supposed to be in my class or group or whatever, were at some sort of bible camp. So the instructor and I were the only ones there, and that made it very up close and personal.

We started to read the first chapter in the bible, then the last, and then the second; as a sort of 'introduction' into Christianity. After that hour and 15 minutes, I've learned a lot about the bible, that I didn't know before.

But that doesn't mean that I believed any of it. I just find it very hard to believe in any of that stuff. But after the instructor had that private session with me, we had to say a prayer. And that's just very awkward, you know? I had to repent my sins, etc. etc. I was very uncomfortable.

If I could, I wouldn't want to go to that church again. But because the instructor had been so friendly and willing to teach me, I don't want to let her down by not going.

I'm having a lot of mixed feelings about this. Any advice?

Comments (10)

darknessdweller wuz here


Will you go to the prom with me?

no, you sound desperate in your profile. You must be unattractive.



Rape the Instructor and never go to a church again. as simple as that.

ewwww..... She's really old...


holy fucking shit. 3 comments in a minute.

If you don't believe in it don't go, no matter how nice they are.

I don't believe in it yet. They might try to brainwash me, lol.

And what happened to you? Are you still in the ssbc and asian users club?

At first I thought she was like a hot 20 year old nun but I was disappointed to hear she's a 31 year old mother. :D

(If she was what I had thought you would have a chance with her. :P)

no, SHE'S not 31. She has a son, who's 31. so, she's 50-60 something. O_o

Was it nice?


Yeah I'm still in the club, I've just been to lazy to visit the threads.

oh... stop being so lazy!

Lol, I saw that newspost about you having to do algebra during the summer, I suppose all Asian parents are the same.

heh, yea... asian parents are all the same.

If it makes you feel uncomfortable, then just don't go I suppose. Then again, it might be different next time, and everyone else might be there. Either way, just do whatever you want, not what others want.

And btw, I'm asian, but my parents aren't making me do algebra homework. Usually they'll only make me do work over the summer if I did horribly during the school year or something.

well, I'll give it another try. If I don't fit in, then I'll stop going.

You read back on my news post didn't you?

Well, thanks for the advice.